i'm in san diego.
i am crushed out. the cutest person is sitting next to me. I've been staying with my friend Nico and his family. It is beautiful how kind and close they are. They have made me feel completely welcome, which i was really scared about before I came out here. So far the highlights of the week have been:

seeing Nico smile, with eyes that make his whole face light up
eating his mom and dad's delicious homemade food.
talking about sex and blushing.
laying on the beach and playing in the ocean.
Feeling Nico's hand on my back for less than a second.

I AM a little corny, yes i know this. but when i'm crushed out i'll take anything i can get.
Tomorrow we are to Tijuana, MX and I'd love to come back with a hot story about getting wasted and fucking on the train ride home. (maybe that could happen in my dreams tonight.) The reason this will not happen is because like every other trans guy i've been meeting lately, nico is gay. but i love me some challenge. so maybe i need to take my femme hero's advice and ask him if i can bend him over....

Current Location: san diego
Current Mood: silly
Current Music: pardon me by the blow